Everything happens for a reason. While those reasons may not be revealed to me
on this side of Heaven, I do believe that I might’ve tapped into why I was born
in…well, I’ll go ahead and say it -- in 1969 versus biblical times. You know:
B.C. and early A.D.
B.C. living wasn’t for wusses. I am a wuss, I don’t like walking in soggy grass or camping. Dust or rocks in my shoes can shut down my
day. Slaying, plucking and/or skinning what
was only hours ago a family pet, building a fire, roasting and then serving said animal as supper doesn’t even make it onto the radar. And don’t get me started on how women had to
handle that “special time” of the month.
Although I must admit that seven days of isolation outside the city
walls does have its appeal.
Freaking out was not an option. Check the Old
Testament: how often was God speaking from a mountain, or sending angels to
deliver messages to His chosen ones? A
lot, that’s how often. Those had to have
been frightening supernatural events. The
angels knew it too, but it must’ve been a tiring routine trying to get people
to not freak out. Again, how many times do they have to say “Fear
not” or “Don’t be afraid” or “Arise” or “Get up.” A lot. There’s no way I would’ve lasted
through that. Heck, I get nervous when my dog stares off into space like he can
see something that I can’t. Nope. I
would’ve passed out before the angel said word one and screwed up the course of
human history.
You lived among the history makers. And maybe that’s what is so worrisome. I believe now, and know who the disciples were and who Jesus is now, but that’s only after The Book was written, untold millions evangelized others, and have
been killed for evangelizing about Christ.
But I’m not quite sure if I would’ve believed Jesus or the disciples had
I been in crowds back then. With my critical nature, I would’ve been the one in the crowd of 5,000 who were miraculously fed with the five loaves and a
fish kvetching about it being an imbalanced meal because there was no vegetable
on the side. Or I would’ve thought that
Jesus was a really nice guy – a little kooky, but not God's Son...certainly not God incarnate. I would’ve been the one who was telling the
kids to leave Him alone, and been confused by His kindness to that one bratty
kid who no one in the village could stand.
God knows what He’s doing. That’s why He put me here in the A.D. I’ve
got the whole story at my fingertips; and I know that it’s got a happy
ending. But A.D.’s got it’s own challenges: a corrupt political
scene, families struggling in the economy and natural disasters of…well, biblical proportion, that make it hard to remember that story does end well.
But I do remember…and thank God every
day that I’m not a B.C. Baby.
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